If I can touch the voice of Roy Orbison
singing "only in dreams" and if I can
swallow the sweet pudding of his song
then why shouldn't a piece of music
fill in for human contact? Maybe it does
for a second or two, but life is long, or we are,
in our minds, and the singing we do gives us
a taste and not a meal. And what would
happen without it? Would we reconcile
since there would be no contrast, no lift of
Roy's dulcet tones to guide us up to immense
heights of one-pointed ecstasy? So why not sing
as hard and deep as we can? Why not feel out
the song-nerve and trace its trajectory?
I think that in the voice's rise
and wail we finally wake and hear the voice
of an angel. "Sweet dreams baby" Roy throbs.
If so, we go past abrasions and promontories
of broken stony sounds, and emerge up here
where the guitar is a guru, and where Roy's
sweetness is the rule and his sense of form
shapes up this shard-filled life. "Move on
down the line." So there, do it, dance in
a strange way and who cares. When the
listeners judge by their sweetness gauge
and their sucked-in breath at "crying over
you," will anyone care that he dyed his
black hair and had false teeth? I thrash
and shout like a teenage girl for the duration
of the song. "I got a woman mean as she
can be." (I think that's me.) He told me
that anything I wanted he would
give it to me, and you know? He did.
-- Irene McKinney, from Vivid Companion, © Vandalia Press, 2004. H/T: The Writer's Almanac.
Monday, April 27, 2009
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