One of my oldest and dearest friends -- now, by dint of serious dues-paying, a moderately successful author -- sent me an email in the middle of the night with the heading: "A Journal Entry from 1996." The recorded entry, in its entirety, read: "Pentimento says she goes into the office every day and cries."
I wrote him back to ask if I'd ever mentioned back then what I was crying about.
His reply: "I think 'the human condition' was pretty much understood."
Indeed.
I suggested that my lachrimosity had probably made me a less-than-sought-after office temp, but my friend reassured me: "I think they
were perfectly happy to overlook the tears of a matchstick girl who
could type as fast as you did. Perhaps they even found your suffering
to be nectar."
It's an interesting thought. I often pray that it might at least be a balm for someone else's suffering.
2 comments:
"...your suffering to be nectar." A stunning thought. I'll be pondering that for a while.
+JMJ+
I've heard of temps being hired for their cheerfulness rather than their skills, but not this different case. It is indeed an interesting--and very beautiful--thought.
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